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DSM​-​V

from DSM​-​V by Trepanation

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lyrics

There are millions of drops drips down over me,
They wash you away

Mud smeared over your face,
And I can't wash it -
I'm not the one who soiled you

I was so stupid and weak -
The pathetic creature
Every second, every moment
I kept thinking about you
I was interested the way you think about,
But not what you say to me
In any case, you have no longer power over me

I'll eat your ears
I'll cut off your hair
And I'll vomit out all the words that you said to me.
All of this was a lie!
Take your last breath, scum
I'll never forgive you

How could you look into my eyes
and lie?
You're nothingness, despicable scum
Die!

I was not afraid to love,
I was afraid that you're gone away from me
It's not my fault – I was myself
With all the strengths and weaknesses,
With all the seriousness, along with jokes,
With my fears and prejudices,
I wanted you to accept me as I am

I can't forget that way we hadn’t,
I just made the whole thing up
The one that you've never been
Be the one I thought you were

For me you dead, but I still can't believe it
I was always afraid to do something wrong
But now I know there is only one right decision:
Do what you want

This is not a life - it's just existence
My body is a broken vessel
A new level, A new 'ME' ahead of me,
Now the past is irretrievably over

What have you done?

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from DSM​-​V, released December 31, 2020

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