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DSM​-​V

by Trepanation

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1.
Broken People 03:10
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An amputation of will, imitation of sense Everything is made for you, you just give up and don’t even think There’s no place for the weakness – it’s just power and will Having yourself, get nothing, be pleased Be easily satisfied, freedom – you’ll feel When everybody thinks that you’re fucked up So cozy – no need, not important What was the sense became a paper You can tear it and throw it away But broken people can’t resist They’re so afraid to look away A jerk, rejected
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Two Parts of Me 07:11
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A hope is the scariest thing It prevents me from forgetting you forever Please take it all away Tear away your dust from me I will believe until 2 parts of me exist There’s no…but…still A fire… water Absolute zero Everything around is as jet-black I’ve kept away from it all To haven’t, pointless All in vain No soap, no need Your desperation is for me No more I will believe until 2 parts of me exist So many ghosts in here But you’re not I’m losing your taste forever It’s a bottom line again 2 parts of me still exist
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Paralysis of the Soul 04:35
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Take all indifference Push it through myself No need to keep it inside Love’em who appreciate it Surely who values it In the sincerity of the words Why do you need these convenances They look like resistances Cause I’m pure to you Your necessary hands They encase me with tightness How can I take this? Love’em who appreciate it Surely who values it In the sincerity of the words Why do you need these reasons They look like resistances Cause I’m pure to you
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Indecent & Sensitive 05:27
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Why don't you leave me? Just stay away from me, Give me a chance to forget you Be my scars, Steal my sufferings Cause I am Indecent and sensitive Nothing else matters Don't you know? This is something that will make me feel better And this is not the clones of false souls Not this time, huh? Are you still pristine? I want to turn off the pain centers, All I want is to feel an indifference I don't want to feel the emotions that rip my heart, But at least it makes me alive So, why am I so fucking selfish? I'm just like you - you're just like me, aren't you? You make me sick I can't trust you I don't deserve this fucking dirt Why don't you all go to the fucking hell?
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DSM-V 09:35
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There are millions of drops drips down over me, They wash you away Mud smeared over your face, And I can't wash it - I'm not the one who soiled you I was so stupid and weak - The pathetic creature Every second, every moment I kept thinking about you I was interested the way you think about, But not what you say to me In any case, you have no longer power over me I'll eat your ears I'll cut off your hair And I'll vomit out all the words that you said to me. All of this was a lie! Take your last breath, scum I'll never forgive you How could you look into my eyes and lie? You're nothingness, despicable scum Die! I was not afraid to love, I was afraid that you're gone away from me It's not my fault – I was myself With all the strengths and weaknesses, With all the seriousness, along with jokes, With my fears and prejudices, I wanted you to accept me as I am I can't forget that way we hadn’t, I just made the whole thing up The one that you've never been Be the one I thought you were For me you dead, but I still can't believe it I was always afraid to do something wrong But now I know there is only one right decision: Do what you want This is not a life - it's just existence My body is a broken vessel A new level, A new 'ME' ahead of me, Now the past is irretrievably over What have you done?
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Phantom Pain 06:44
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Erasing everything, even great Just to feel no pain (unbearable) But, it’s impossible To forget that I was happy I don’t love you! The bitterness and burden obstruct the view There’s nothing left around but you You’re fucking, I’m dreaming And ripping off all my feelings I wish to hate you But only love and passion inside Touching, hugging you, just to see All that’s left for me Just go away and I’m hollow again and have no feelings but pain and there’s nothing left to enter my heart Nobody needs me in here I should be used to be alone Be silent and bottled up inside And all Fucking feelings to hide Nothing but pain will be later It’s impossible to love too purely I’d like to have you forever But it’s just a self-deceit I didn’t want it You’re probably too Maybe you loved Just like me Forget me for black grudge I can’t handle it You are not mine I want to scream too loud I disappear in the sea of the void So helpless Just you
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Gray 06:16
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I'll take care of you, If you don't mind You're my poison and my cure at the same time I hate balloons, When you're not at home, When you ignore my calls, I hate lies at all You're my poison and my cure at the same time When you were sick, I would come to you, I was there for you But when I was weak, You were not there You didn't come No one owes anybody anything: You don't have to be faithful to me, I don't have to love you I'll take care of you, If you don't mind You're my poison and my cure at the same time You must have never existed You are only inside of me I am looking for you in the eyes of the crowd Let me be alone with her, With the one that is hidden inside of you When you were sick, I would come to you, I was there for you But when I was weak, You were not there You didn't come
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Cataract 05:52
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My teeth fell out, The bald head shines, But my eyes still see Hear what I say: I'm not too wise, But my eyes still see I see through all of you: Your every sin, Your every move, Your every thought It’s really ugly, Dirty things Don’t deserve to existence Dark Days are coming But nothing has changed for me I've always been in the dark Like most of you They satisfy the basic needs For them, this is the highest dream They are the lowest form of life, Reflexes control them When will you die, scum? When will you perish? They always want to close my view Because they themselves do not see a damn thing Justice, loyalty, honor and kindness For these freaks it's just empty words Only bright circles have remained in my eyes Eradicate the suffering But my eyes still see Erase the agony But my eyes... People do not see at all Even if their eyes are wide open This is not enough When your mind is locked You are completely blind, Because the lie has covered your view When will you all die? When will you die, scum? Cataract of the soul is like a death I cut off my eyelids When will you die, scum? When will you perish? Fuck you!
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Addict 09:28
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Look in my eyes, what do you see? Ignore all missing memories Feel happiness again with me When your crown will drop I like your voice I will never forget When you smile to me I feel so dead How do you think - I'm already fine? Self-destruction is in the past Go ahead, throw me down Into your cureless soul Kiss me, lick me Cause the same thing I'll do with you Stolen from me You betrayed with a smile Scorch mind and nerves I've lost my time [my pain] You not only mine, Now I've realized [Your fondness I had never felt] Worms creep on me - I'm just married with soil [Addict, hopeless. There is something in my head] So far, but so close She was my source [Not so much time, that I was inside you] Give me my time! Give me Her!

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released December 31, 2020

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